random happiness

Name one thing that almost always cheers you up when you need it?

my sister! she is so fucking funny & just has a WAY of cracking me up so good I get tears & just about pee my pants!

What makes you smile instantly?

seeing my P.B.'s smile

Are you silly or just plain goofy?

i think most affectionately call it CRAZY ~

What makes you happy at this time in your life?

knowing that i am free, that i don't "belong" to anyone, that i am the creator of my own dreams & my own reality, & that i can do ANYTHING i fucking set my mind to! (how about them apples!?)

Do you have a reason to be cheerful today?

MANY!!! would you like 1? look at that photo above ~ there's my top 3!

Do you smile at yourself in the mirror? come on you can admit it. Your with friendly people.

actually, i do! why? because when i look into the mirror~

i, now,

see ME!

not a "shell" or a "ghost" of me, like i used to! in that mirror, i smile~ because i now see on the OUTSIDE, the person i am on the inside ~ and she's not AFRAID anymore! i see a beautiful, caring, wonderful, not-perfect, from the heart, truth-speaking, outspoken, healing, strong, saucy, spicy, magical, sparkling woman! that's why i smile at her :)

Does money really make you happy?

absolutely not! (don't get me wrong~ money IS wonderful! but, i've had it all ripped from my hands, and i am HAPPIER in this moment than i have EVER been!) the THINGS that bring happiness into my life~ money can NOT buy!?: love, acceptance, forgiveness, gratitude, understanding, compassion, friendship, intimacy, family, truth, stars, sunshine, blue skies, songs, flowers, beauty, and cupcakes ...to name just a FEW!

Can you will yourself to be happy?

this is a TOUGH one~ i'd have to say, SOMETIMES~ but it sure helps when the wonderful angels surrounding me blow away the dark clouds & remind me that the BULLSHIT is just that...bullSHIT!!!...then i remember what really matters.

What's something that always kills your happiness?

sucky, pathetic, losers, users, abusers, free-loaders, liars, manipulators, 2-faced sons-of-a-so&so...and, YES! it IS humanly possible for 1 person to be ALL of these things! ~ WOW! who knew, eh?

Are you happy?

ECSTATIC!!!!

Where is your happy place? Paint me a picture.

right where i am. with my precious kids, amazing family, kick-ass friends, and my amazing cupcake angel :) ~ living the life that I CHOOSE to live! the way I WANT to live it! being surrounded by LOVE, breathing in FREEDOM every moment of every day... anfd marveling at the small, ordinary, AMAZING moments that used to pass me by~

What are seven things that you are immensely grateful for right now?

i think i may have answered this already~ but, here goes:

1. my angel babies

2. my wickedly wonderful family

3. my rockstar girlfriends

4. my P.B. (a.k.a. 'cupcake angel')

5. my ability to LEARN from my mistakes

(not always the FIRST time :)

6. my strength

7. the earth, the sky, the sun, the stars & every living being in between

Are you really happy or just pretend to be?

oh dear lord! are you KIDDING me? there is no PRETENDING with me! if i am not happy~ you WILL know it~ without a doubt!

i wear my happiness

on my face, in my smile, in my eyes, in my posture, in my walk, in my wiggle, in my hips, in my song, in my laugh, in the food i make, on my canvas, in my voice, in my touch, in my outstretched arms, in my hands

~ and in my kiss~

i am blissfully happy :)

......why can't I stop smiling?

well, you know...

cause it REALLY IS THAT GOOD!!!

love&hugs& a smack on the ass!

e.

p.s. tell me what makes YOU happy!!!